well, i dont have a good start for 2010.well, lets forget about it.i'll be fine and i think i should move on. this time, i really mean it.
the new semester brings more work compared to last semester. the weight for each classes is heavier than i've dont before.but never mind, thats my job as a student right.this semester, its more likely i'm spending more time with my classmate, did lots of talking and make new friends.i'm not shy anymore. i enjoyed my time here and joined any activities here.
feeling? hurm..thats the most complicated and hard to understand right? when we love someone so much and he/she is the one that you hoping for, they will broke your heart?right? i dont know...i say, it depends..Love full of uncertainty and surprise. Love make u happy...Love also can broke your heart..i wish that i will found someone that really LOVE me, not for my status,wealth or any materialistic, but for who i am...
here is the song by Anang-Separuh Jiwaku Pergi.
separuh jiwaku pergi
memang indah semua
tapi berakhir luka
kau main hati
dengan sadarmu
kau tinggal aku
benar ku mencintaimu
tapi tak begini
kau khianati hati ini
kau curangi aku
kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
selama dengan aku
itu ucap bibirmu
kau dustakan semua
yang kita bina
kau hancurkan semua
benar ku mencintaimu
