I miss you...yes, i miss u sayang !

Today is the day, today is the last day we can skype, today is the last time i can see your face and smile, for at least 2 weeks... but today is not the end of everything!! today will be a new beginning that will never end between us sayang!

I'm gonna leave for work this weekend and we will not able to skype for at least 2 weeks..i'm gonna miss u fie sayang, yes i am! without you i feel so empty, without your smile i feel so strange, and without seeing you everyday will make me feel so weak...but, my love for you will be much more stronger sayang... i am deeply in LOVE with you sayang, nothing less, but more and more....

i just cant wait to get back...i am so excited... i feel like hugging you now, not letting you go...

For next 2 weeks, i just want you to know that i'm gonna miss u every single day, i'm gonna think you every single minutes, and i am absolutely sure that i LOVE u every single second in my love..

as long as i breath, i will always and will never stop LOVING you FIE SAYANG...

Berdua, bercinta, bersama - AFIEZI

When 2 people who madly in LOVE, meeting...

What should i say? speechless!! thats the right word, and the word for today!

u got me fie sayang! i am surprise! with your blog..its never happen to me before, ever...

nobody ever something that so sweet and meaningful like u did...why i didnt met u earlier?

i am so deeply and madly in LOVE with u sayang!

its been awhile since the last time i feel so damn happy, having such a great time with a girl...

thanks sayang for loving me, miss me and think of me...

next week i'll be gone for work in Europe for 2 weeks...

no more skype or your voice along the period, i probably get sick sayang!

i want u to know that every day when i woke up, i'm thinking of u, every minute that pass through, i really miss u...

sayang...u already in my veins!! running through my body, keep me alive...

i am grateful that i met u now...and i will try the very best to "change the status"

i wont let u go..i promise! coz i am so crazy about u...

LOVE U SO MUCH FIE !!

A new Life.. New Beginning

I am very happy, that is what I can say at the moment. Yes, I did finish my study at uni, phew!After 3 years of challenge and lots of pain, I managed to finish uni.. Kebabom! Uni is DONE!

Paling penting sekali, hidupku kini kembali ceria, gembira dan lebih terisi dengan kehadiran dia..she makes me smile, happy, give me courage, support and most importantly, dia sayang pada diri ini! Cerita lama telah ku padam, ku hapuskan dan dibuang jauh, tidak kupeduli lagi… I have u right now, u are the most important thing to me!

Gadis itu ialah Nur Fairus Alya @ fie..dia telah membawa sinar baru ke dalam hidup ini. Kini, diri ini tidak lagi sunyi sepi seperti dahulu, tiada lagi cerita sedih mahupun yang mendukacitakan..My life is more meaningful with her by my side, cheering, smiling most of the time when we talking.. I miss u every minutes Fie, yes I am! I totally forgot about my history, u bring a new life to me..i cant wait to get back and meet u, yes...i cant wait no more..i miss u so much..
Fie sayang, if u read this, I want u to know that Jimmy sayang sangat dengan fie..i cant stop thinking of u and always missing u, even when I written my exam paper..its true! The “slideshow” appears to me very often no matter when or where am I… I miss u so so so much…Fie, u already been inside me, running through all my veins, every beat of this heart, I cant stop missing and think of u.. I am serious with what I said to u, we gonna work this out.. I am so in LOVE with u!

Cinta datang tanpa diduga
Pergi tanpa diminta
Bila ia menyapa hati ini
Tidak akan kubiarkan ia pergi
Kerana perasaan itu sungguh tulus dan indah
Untuk dirimu
Yang menerangi kelam malamku
Setiap masa dan detik
Selagi diri ini masih bernafas
Rinduku dan cinta ini…untukmu

Hingga akhir nanti, ku hargai semua ini, yang terindah, yang tercipta dalam hidupku…

Kisah hidup ini, hingga ke akhir nafasku, yang menjadi, sejarah dalam hidupku…

New Life..perhaps

finally, after a long awaited, i'm here again. to be honest, i'm still busy with the final exam which will end next week. and after that...FREEDOM! no more exam! coursework! lecture! i'm gonna miss student life!

lately, i feel different. i can feel the same feeling, the feel for someone, where u cant stop thinking of her, miss her and most importantly, there's something inside. i am really sure, i can feel it again. i dont even think about my ex anymore, with her, i totally forgot about my past. what a huge relief!

however, should i tell her? should i not to? i dont know...
i'm afraid that she will keep distance from me if i told her. i'm starting to have something for her, thats for sure, absolutely! but is she likes me too? will she react positively whenever i told her? lots of people likes her, and there's chances that i will lose her. but i have a feeling for her..keep it? or should i? she's already getting into my head, running through my veins, deep inside my heart. i just miss her everyday, i miss talking to her, her laugh, smile...
orang kata, Cinta tak datang bergolek kalau tak usaha...but i'm afraid it will be different again after this. what about the feeling of rejection? i really like her, i do! there's pros and cons in this matter..how? did you know that i already started to miss you? did u know that i'm worried and care about u so much? its not weird, thats what we call LOVE..dia datang tanpa kita duga, pergi tanpa kita minta...inikah cinta yang ku tunggu. with you, i'm totally new, a new me, someone who can get over his past and happy everyday. every minutes spending with u is priceless for me.. i hope u know that and u feel the same.

i wish that i can be close to u..i want to do lots of thing with u, we, together, both of us...it will be the sweet moment that i will not forget..i found u, yes i had found u my love...