It has been a very long time, since the last time I wrote something here. I’m kinda busy nowadays with works; girlfriend, etc. are the reason good? Haha!!
Ermmm… dah balik bulan august aritu and sekarang pun dah masuk tahun baru 2012. Macam2 perkara berlaku pada 2011, suka duka pahit manis sume ade. Well, itulah kehidupan kan. Ape yang penting, tahun ni sejarah akan tercipta tidak lama lagi. Kerja dah dapat, alhamdullillah la. Even gaji tak besar or seperti yang dibayangkan, tp cukup lah untuk permulaan. Mana tahu kalau de rezeki lain lepas ni kan. Rezeki tu sume kan rahsia Allah, mne la kita tahu. Sekarang ni just grab ape yang ade dulu.
Sedar tak sedar, dah 8 bulan bercinta @ couple dgn my sayang and the only kekasihku, Nurfairus Alya Zabidin. Is it too much to say happy monthly-versary? I don’t think so! Dah macam2 yang kami lalui sepanjang tempoh kami bersama, semuanya ada, lengkap resepi kalau nak masak taw! Dari mula lagi, sayang dah kene kacau dgn ex2 yg meroyan cam gile talak. Bersilih ganti plak tu. Tension gak bile dorang dok menyibuk tu. Saja bajet2 cool pada mulanya, tp tak leh blah dgn dorg ni..x reti bahasa gak.. walau cam mana pun, my sayang still with me and still love me.. thanks sayang!
And pada tarikh 30 november 2011, secara rasminya ade ikatan antara kami apabila keluargaku telah merisiknya. Time tu takde kat sini, outstation g Singapore. Risau gile takot ape2 hal jadi bile takde. Alhamdullillah, cincin telah tersarung di jari manisnya. insyaAllah tak lama lagi ikatan tu akan menjadi lebih bermakna.
Sayang, hubby sayang sangat2 dengan sayang. I never felt like this before, this feeling is so real and deep inside my heart I know that I love u till the end. Even though sayang kuat merajuk, b tetap sayang padamu. Kalau dulu, jangan haraplah nk pujuk. Tapi dgn sayang, b sayang sungguh. b nk sayang happy and bahagia dengan b, xnk sedih2 seperti dulu lagi. And b sendiri pun tak nak ape yg b get through dulu berulang kembali, I really don’t want that. Cukup lah ape yg jd dlu, jadikan itu pengalaman and biarkan ia tinggal sejarah. Thanks sebab sudi menerima cinta dan lamaran b. hubby takkan hampakan sayang, and begitu juga sayang. I hope that u will always love me like I always did, no matter what happen, what we face and get through, I will always there with u sayang. I am so in love with u sayang!
A.L.Y.A – afizi love you always
Together we’ll be strong!
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
From single to in relationship
Hello every-b-o-d-y !!
i'm back after 2 weeks away working in europe...and finally got a chance to meet my sweetheart, fie sayang! it has been a difficult week for us, coz we cant skype! hehe
and chatting through whatsapp is not fun to due to the poor network coverage at certain places in europe...kesian syg b, rindu sgt...
the most sad thing is, i cant accompany her when she needs me the most...
her dad just passed away on 1st of june..i'm sorry sayang i cant be there with u during the hard time...however, my pray and doa' will accompany abah 'there'...
we pray for him ok?
and for the rest of time in europe, i just cant stop missing her! so stress when we cannot skype when there's internet connection! i am truly and madly in love with u sayang...thanks for the video..so sweet! i love u sayang so so so much!
i'm back after 2 weeks away working in europe...and finally got a chance to meet my sweetheart, fie sayang! it has been a difficult week for us, coz we cant skype! hehe
and chatting through whatsapp is not fun to due to the poor network coverage at certain places in europe...kesian syg b, rindu sgt...
the most sad thing is, i cant accompany her when she needs me the most...
her dad just passed away on 1st of june..i'm sorry sayang i cant be there with u during the hard time...however, my pray and doa' will accompany abah 'there'...
we pray for him ok?
and for the rest of time in europe, i just cant stop missing her! so stress when we cannot skype when there's internet connection! i am truly and madly in love with u sayang...thanks for the video..so sweet! i love u sayang so so so much!
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
I miss you...yes, i miss u sayang !
Today is the day, today is the last day we can skype, today is the last time i can see your face and smile, for at least 2 weeks... but today is not the end of everything!! today will be a new beginning that will never end between us sayang!
I'm gonna leave for work this weekend and we will not able to skype for at least 2 weeks..i'm gonna miss u fie sayang, yes i am! without you i feel so empty, without your smile i feel so strange, and without seeing you everyday will make me feel so weak...but, my love for you will be much more stronger sayang... i am deeply in LOVE with you sayang, nothing less, but more and more....
i just cant wait to get back...i am so excited... i feel like hugging you now, not letting you go...
For next 2 weeks, i just want you to know that i'm gonna miss u every single day, i'm gonna think you every single minutes, and i am absolutely sure that i LOVE u every single second in my love..
as long as i breath, i will always and will never stop LOVING you FIE SAYANG...
Friday, May 20, 2011
Berdua, bercinta, bersama - AFIEZI
What should i say? speechless!! thats the right word, and the word for today!
u got me fie sayang! i am surprise! with your blog..its never happen to me before, ever...
nobody ever something that so sweet and meaningful like u did...why i didnt met u earlier?
i am so deeply and madly in LOVE with u sayang!
its been awhile since the last time i feel so damn happy, having such a great time with a girl...
thanks sayang for loving me, miss me and think of me...
next week i'll be gone for work in Europe for 2 weeks...
no more skype or your voice along the period, i probably get sick sayang!
i want u to know that every day when i woke up, i'm thinking of u, every minute that pass through, i really miss u...
sayang...u already in my veins!! running through my body, keep me alive...
i am grateful that i met u now...and i will try the very best to "change the status"
i wont let u go..i promise! coz i am so crazy about u...
LOVE U SO MUCH FIE !!
Friday, May 13, 2011
A new Life.. New Beginning
I am very happy, that is what I can say at the moment. Yes, I did finish my study at uni, phew!After 3 years of challenge and lots of pain, I managed to finish uni.. Kebabom! Uni is DONE!
Paling penting sekali, hidupku kini kembali ceria, gembira dan lebih terisi dengan kehadiran dia..she makes me smile, happy, give me courage, support and most importantly, dia sayang pada diri ini! Cerita lama telah ku padam, ku hapuskan dan dibuang jauh, tidak kupeduli lagi… I have u right now, u are the most important thing to me!
Gadis itu ialah Nur Fairus Alya @ fie..dia telah membawa sinar baru ke dalam hidup ini. Kini, diri ini tidak lagi sunyi sepi seperti dahulu, tiada lagi cerita sedih mahupun yang mendukacitakan..My life is more meaningful with her by my side, cheering, smiling most of the time when we talking.. I miss u every minutes Fie, yes I am! I totally forgot about my history, u bring a new life to me..i cant wait to get back and meet u, yes...i cant wait no more..i miss u so much..
Fie sayang, if u read this, I want u to know that Jimmy sayang sangat dengan fie..i cant stop thinking of u and always missing u, even when I written my exam paper..its true! The “slideshow” appears to me very often no matter when or where am I… I miss u so so so much…Fie, u already been inside me, running through all my veins, every beat of this heart, I cant stop missing and think of u.. I am serious with what I said to u, we gonna work this out.. I am so in LOVE with u!
Cinta datang tanpa diduga
Pergi tanpa diminta
Bila ia menyapa hati ini
Tidak akan kubiarkan ia pergi
Kerana perasaan itu sungguh tulus dan indah
Untuk dirimu
Yang menerangi kelam malamku
Setiap masa dan detik
Selagi diri ini masih bernafas
Rinduku dan cinta ini…untukmu
Hingga akhir nanti, ku hargai semua ini, yang terindah, yang tercipta dalam hidupku…
Thursday, May 5, 2011
New Life..perhaps
finally, after a long awaited, i'm here again. to be honest, i'm still busy with the final exam which will end next week. and after that...FREEDOM! no more exam! coursework! lecture! i'm gonna miss student life!
lately, i feel different. i can feel the same feeling, the feel for someone, where u cant stop thinking of her, miss her and most importantly, there's something inside. i am really sure, i can feel it again. i dont even think about my ex anymore, with her, i totally forgot about my past. what a huge relief!
however, should i tell her? should i not to? i dont know...
i'm afraid that she will keep distance from me if i told her. i'm starting to have something for her, thats for sure, absolutely! but is she likes me too? will she react positively whenever i told her? lots of people likes her, and there's chances that i will lose her. but i have a feeling for her..keep it? or should i? she's already getting into my head, running through my veins, deep inside my heart. i just miss her everyday, i miss talking to her, her laugh, smile...
orang kata, Cinta tak datang bergolek kalau tak usaha...but i'm afraid it will be different again after this. what about the feeling of rejection? i really like her, i do! there's pros and cons in this matter..how? did you know that i already started to miss you? did u know that i'm worried and care about u so much? its not weird, thats what we call LOVE..dia datang tanpa kita duga, pergi tanpa kita minta...inikah cinta yang ku tunggu. with you, i'm totally new, a new me, someone who can get over his past and happy everyday. every minutes spending with u is priceless for me.. i hope u know that and u feel the same.
i wish that i can be close to u..i want to do lots of thing with u, we, together, both of us...it will be the sweet moment that i will not forget..i found u, yes i had found u my love...
lately, i feel different. i can feel the same feeling, the feel for someone, where u cant stop thinking of her, miss her and most importantly, there's something inside. i am really sure, i can feel it again. i dont even think about my ex anymore, with her, i totally forgot about my past. what a huge relief!
however, should i tell her? should i not to? i dont know...
i'm afraid that she will keep distance from me if i told her. i'm starting to have something for her, thats for sure, absolutely! but is she likes me too? will she react positively whenever i told her? lots of people likes her, and there's chances that i will lose her. but i have a feeling for her..keep it? or should i? she's already getting into my head, running through my veins, deep inside my heart. i just miss her everyday, i miss talking to her, her laugh, smile...
orang kata, Cinta tak datang bergolek kalau tak usaha...but i'm afraid it will be different again after this. what about the feeling of rejection? i really like her, i do! there's pros and cons in this matter..how? did you know that i already started to miss you? did u know that i'm worried and care about u so much? its not weird, thats what we call LOVE..dia datang tanpa kita duga, pergi tanpa kita minta...inikah cinta yang ku tunggu. with you, i'm totally new, a new me, someone who can get over his past and happy everyday. every minutes spending with u is priceless for me.. i hope u know that and u feel the same.
i wish that i can be close to u..i want to do lots of thing with u, we, together, both of us...it will be the sweet moment that i will not forget..i found u, yes i had found u my love...
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Canadian Journey
Finally, Canadian adventure ended about two months ago.whoa! what a good experienced!
i never thought that i'm going to be in Canada, but i was there! set my foot step there already.now i'm all over the world..hahahaha
before i left, for sure, and as usual, i will travel around this Maple Leaf country. i went to Vancouver, Calgary, Ottawa, Montreal, Toronto, and the most famous waterfalls in the world's, Niagara Falls. honestly, i dont want to go home. the scenery is splendid and awesome. it just caught my eyes! i'm speechless!! its more and more beautiful during summer time!! unfortunately, my visa expired on June and i had to leave. but i wont forget all the memories here. it was once in lifetime experienced, making new friends from all over the world, learn new thing, culture and of course being independence. i wont forget all that!!
i still remember when i was in Montreal, everyone speak French, neither do i! but, i only knew few words and when they replied, i just dont know what should i say! hahaha. and the people barely speak english since French is the main language there. same goes with Ottawa, the capital city.i had a chance to play soccer(football) with malaysian student there who preparing for MID-WEST game at US the following week. although we lose to the African team, but i did played well.. =)
Vancouver 2010, the winter Olympic, will be in memory! its not going to happen in Malaysia, ever! but i had a chance to watch the game feel the excitement and experienced one of the important sport event for '4 seasons' countries.even though its expensive to attend the event, but its worth it! i made it!!!!
i never thought that i'm going to be in Canada, but i was there! set my foot step there already.now i'm all over the world..hahahaha
before i left, for sure, and as usual, i will travel around this Maple Leaf country. i went to Vancouver, Calgary, Ottawa, Montreal, Toronto, and the most famous waterfalls in the world's, Niagara Falls. honestly, i dont want to go home. the scenery is splendid and awesome. it just caught my eyes! i'm speechless!! its more and more beautiful during summer time!! unfortunately, my visa expired on June and i had to leave. but i wont forget all the memories here. it was once in lifetime experienced, making new friends from all over the world, learn new thing, culture and of course being independence. i wont forget all that!!
i still remember when i was in Montreal, everyone speak French, neither do i! but, i only knew few words and when they replied, i just dont know what should i say! hahaha. and the people barely speak english since French is the main language there. same goes with Ottawa, the capital city.i had a chance to play soccer(football) with malaysian student there who preparing for MID-WEST game at US the following week. although we lose to the African team, but i did played well.. =)
Vancouver 2010, the winter Olympic, will be in memory! its not going to happen in Malaysia, ever! but i had a chance to watch the game feel the excitement and experienced one of the important sport event for '4 seasons' countries.even though its expensive to attend the event, but its worth it! i made it!!!!
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