New Life..perhaps

finally, after a long awaited, i'm here again. to be honest, i'm still busy with the final exam which will end next week. and after that...FREEDOM! no more exam! coursework! lecture! i'm gonna miss student life!

lately, i feel different. i can feel the same feeling, the feel for someone, where u cant stop thinking of her, miss her and most importantly, there's something inside. i am really sure, i can feel it again. i dont even think about my ex anymore, with her, i totally forgot about my past. what a huge relief!

however, should i tell her? should i not to? i dont know...
i'm afraid that she will keep distance from me if i told her. i'm starting to have something for her, thats for sure, absolutely! but is she likes me too? will she react positively whenever i told her? lots of people likes her, and there's chances that i will lose her. but i have a feeling for her..keep it? or should i? she's already getting into my head, running through my veins, deep inside my heart. i just miss her everyday, i miss talking to her, her laugh, smile...
orang kata, Cinta tak datang bergolek kalau tak usaha...but i'm afraid it will be different again after this. what about the feeling of rejection? i really like her, i do! there's pros and cons in this matter..how? did you know that i already started to miss you? did u know that i'm worried and care about u so much? its not weird, thats what we call LOVE..dia datang tanpa kita duga, pergi tanpa kita minta...inikah cinta yang ku tunggu. with you, i'm totally new, a new me, someone who can get over his past and happy everyday. every minutes spending with u is priceless for me.. i hope u know that and u feel the same.

i wish that i can be close to u..i want to do lots of thing with u, we, together, both of us...it will be the sweet moment that i will not forget..i found u, yes i had found u my love...